In which Ipede discovers a flaw in his geas

June 18th, 2009

(c) Nin Harris 2009

Ipede Dwinkum looked at his hat. It was a rather battered old thing, but Waterlily had gifted it to him. You do not throw away a faerie gift. You were permitted or sometimes, even encouraged, to forget it, but you do not throw it away. Not that Ipede would, or could. It was one of the things that connected him to her, even if he could never see her or hear her. He could breathe in the scent of her sometimes, know when she was near him by the quality of the air. He knew it the same way he knew when there were pixies around, ruffling his hair, or trying to pinch his bared, dwarven fore-arms. He placed the dark brown hat reverently on his head of tousled ginger and brown, age having softened and darkened its hue, somewhat. Flexing his body, he settled into a relaxed, fighter’s position and tried to push his way into Nemus Animae. This was the same fight he had with the same barriers for more than a decade, mayhap, even a human century. The same force of pressure kept him out. He had never accepted the geas laid upon him by the Faerie Lord, for daring to love, and even more, for trying to wed a member of the fae nobility. He had never accepted the kind of punishment doled upon him for daring to attempt to rise above his station. He lived with it. He lived with being denied the second sight, but he never accepted that it was for an eternity. The good part of the geas was that any form of tactile contact, good or bad, was buffered by it. He could sense, but he could not be directly harmed. In that sense, the Faerie Lord had protected him. In that sense, alone.

Through the birch trees Ipede’s eyes reacquainted itself with a path, lined with flowering shrubs, leading into the heart of the Grove. He knew there were other things to see and experience there; he had been through it more than once. That was how he had met Waterlily, blundering through the forest like the excited mad young wood-dwarf that he was. Mad Ipede, they called him in those days. Mad, even before he had lost his sanity and became the thing the children of the Protectorate whispered about, as much as they whispered about Jezemiah Irlinus. Mad enough to fall in love with a green faerie lady with star-glistened wings and a glissando on her lips when he made her hum, with a curve to her spine as he made her purr, verdant notes, as lush and as secret as the faerie woods themselves.

Perhaps she was half-mad too, the beloved Waterlily, she of the pastel skin of milk and smooth mosspond green. Perhaps an eldritch insanity was the heat behind her agate eyes, mad enough to accept his rough-as-bark skin into her silken embrace. And thus, he entered the woods and the liquid pastures of the fae dreams, where all things merge into one thing. And thus, he learned to hunger for magic. The sweet perfume of her skin and the musk of fae revelries led him to his profession as a Perfumer, scavenging for ducts and other unseemly things needed to create unguents of potency. His obsession with magic turned him into a Faerie Alchemist. And more. Perhaps too much more. Perhaps he hungered for more than Waterlily’s embrace the night he decided they should be betrothed.

Ipede pushes against the barrier that obstructs him from Nemus Animae, and finds something that causes him to stop. This attempt to access the woods has become, almost a ritual for him. He never expects to win through. But tonight, something seems to have changed. A brief weakness in the pattern that keeps him out. A slight…oversight perhaps? Ipede sets his hat on the ground, followed by the tweed jacket that the Caretaker gifted him with, last Solstice.

He pushes.

*Note: Ravel’s Alborada Del Gracioso was always Ipede’s Song, so here’s a live recording to go with the words ;)

The Kitchen Witch Grumbles

June 17th, 2009

(c) Nin Harris 2009

Every now and then, some of the braver or naughtier children from the Mycologos Protectorate break into the grounds of Domus Exsulis. Their Protectorate was set up, after all, in defiance of The Guardian’s rule. Now, with her demise and with one of their own as the Caretaker of Lumen Procellae, how could they not be even more tempted? Not all the lamias in bedchambers, nor the bogles playing cricket on the lawn or the fighting djinn could keep them away. Not the threat of a wild wolf, somewhere in the rose garden or a shrieking Madwoman who was once a Princess. Not all the foul-smelling purple ogres in the world could keep them away. Particularly not the main, foul-smelling purple ogre who roamed the grounds, looking for intruders. He was rather fond of children, if truth be told, and always felt rather hurt when they ran, screaming away from him. Not the tykes and ruffians of the Protectorate, however. They knew he was an easy mark, knew he would have access to sweets and all manner of treats in the kitchens of the sprawling Manse.

Watch them now as they come tumbling into my kitchen. Watch him sheepishly grin at me as I frown. We’ve been through this several times over the past decade or so. Nothing has changed, really. We may have a new boss, but children will still think of this as the Forbidden Manse. They will still see it as a challenge. They will trip through the polished wooden floors of the main hallway, ooh and aah over the woodcarvings and the shimmer of light reflected off expensive lanterns. They may gape and giggle at some of the paintings. And then, inevitably, the ogre will lead them here, where the smell of spices and baking bread can melt the heart of even the most recalcitrant wizard. And there are sweets of course. Not even the Guardian could have stopped this if she wanted to, but she wouldn’t have. She would have been in the kitchen, and they would not have even known she was there. She would have rolled up her sleeves, made a batch of cookies, another batch of butterscotch, and yet another of coconut candy. Pity she’s dead now, isn’t it?

Or is she, really? Perhaps she’s one of the kitchen helpers over there, perhaps she’s making lamingtons right now as she pretends to glare at the children. Who can tell? Not I! I may have the run of these kitchens, as is befitting a Chief Kitchen Witch, but I can scarcely tell which being wanders in and which wanders out of them. Too many ghosts. Too many sprites. Too many memories of Kitchens past. Only a Witch could work in such conditions. And even I have my moments. I tell the Caretaker he doesn’t pay me enough, and he laughs. I threaten to leave, and he laughs. The next day a cask of some expensive and hard-to-get herb or condiment will magically appear outside my bedroom door. And I am convinced to work for yet another month. But this may yet change. My sweetheart returns from Ferahia next month and he tells me of a new situation vacant there. They are rebuilding the old city which was claimed by the waves. And I’d like to get away from Lumen Procellae, if truth be told. Things aren’t the same on the Isle anymore. Not with the Guardian gone and the Wild Hunt running unchecked. Not with maddened dragons in the sky, daily roaring with anger because their Queen has disappeared into the woods of Nemorosum Somnium.

No, this is not a good time to be on this Isle.

Yildie and the Arbitrator

June 13th, 2009

(c) Nin Harris 2009

Yildie liked to visit with the rivermaiden and the kitsune, some evenings. There were times when the Caretaker’s morose moods and the continuous battles between the bogles and the domestic djinn in the hallways drove her out of her mind. Evenings like those were made for roaming, if not the vast and disorganized complex that was Domus Exsulis, then the grounds, or even the forests beyond. But her favourite evenings were with the Arbitrator.

She would climb up the narrow, wooden stairs in the South-eastern Wing that lay beyond the hastily constructed enclosure for the Gaernic Exiles. The South-Eastern Wing had been constructed out of wood and was built on thick, sturdy pillars that had been dug deep into the ground, to counter the occasional flooding of the Mishgalaveri river. Here the Arbitrator lived, a quiet, long-jawed man with black-rimmed eyeglasses, short-cropped red hair and an assortment of colorful quills. He also possessed a cellar of the finest wines on the isle. She did not know why he fascinated her, perhaps it had something to do with the daily fights he had with the notions of justice and honor.

“Is there place for justice in a world governed by magic and dreams?”

She asked him this, more than once. He would often laugh at her as they discussed the many ways justice was and was not a part of their world.

“Everyone feels injured by someone at some point.”

Then, she would ask him if he would have acted the same way as the injured parties if he were in their shoes. He would laugh, shrug and say,

“It’s a fucking nuisance to go through the paperwork I throw at them. It’s my way of providing them with a way out, make the process so tedious they change their mind. Because there is just too much to lose when my brand of arbitration doesn’t work for them. I always hope that will stop them from doing it. But no one does. If it were me, I’d give up. But I’m glad they don’t. I’d be out of a job, otherwise!”

And then he’d wink at her and pour her some more wine, and they would talk, deep into the night. And she would try not to think of the things he never talked about, like the fate that waited for the people who failed at getting what they wanted from his arbitration. Like the price extracted from them by the parties accused of various injuries. Or the price set by the Arbitrator himself. Yildie knew these were things that they would eventually talk about, but she liked him far too much right now to want to think about it.

The next morning, she would have to go back to work, more often than not, with a headache and eyes that squinted over with a hangover because she had forgotten to guzzle down enough water. The Caretaker was never happy when he knew she’d spent the night with the Arbitrator. She sometimes wondered if this was why she kept going back to the South-Eastern Wing. But this too, was something she chose not to question too deeply.

The rivermaiden and the kitsune triad

June 2nd, 2009

(c) Nin Harris 2009

The rivermaiden had heard of others like her before. Those who were made, those who haunted the banks where they had flung themselves into the rivers. Others yet, daughters of whatever numen lay within the river. She had heard these tales but had never known for sure if she had been made or if she just was. The rivermaiden enjoyed her river, had never once felt the need to haunt its banks, preferring to float along downstream or sometimes upstream, against the current, unseen by all but the fishes and the other rivermaidens. When the rivermaiden was of a mind for company, she allowed herself to be more visible, but more often than not, she preferred to not be disturbed. There is something about the fluidity of a rivermaiden’s form that attracts too much attention from humans. This had become even more of a problem when more and more people thronged the shores of Lumen Procellae, during The Guardian’s benign dictatorship. Things were slightly different now underneath The Caretaker, but not by much. Too many humans, too many souls, too many other creatures, some more predatory than others. It hurt the rivermaiden’s head. But even she, even she had friends.

Sometimes, the river would float her into the sprawling gardens surrounding Domus Exsulis. She would swim and slither her way through the narrow little rivulet that led from the river into the pool that lay at the bottom of the garden. And there she would meet her friends, the three little kitsune who had somehow managed to find their way to Lumen Procellae, in a little fishing boat they had stolen. There, the rivermaiden would allow the kitsune to comb her flowing hair. There, the kitsune would listen to her sing as they played their instruments and drank their cherry blossom tea. And then, she would settle down to listen to their stories, of the exiles that thronged the main Manse, of their homeland which they had fled.

The rivermaiden liked stories. Rivers thrived on stories after all.

At the Garden’s Bottom

May 22nd, 2009

(c) Nin Harris 2009

Every garden or grounds has a bottom. This remains true even if it is a postcard sized yard or if your space is cemented, or if everything is perfectly level, or circular or hexagonal. You do not need to know where the garden’s bottom is. The faeries do. We do. Wherever there is a bottom, and a body of water, here we will bide, the garden nixies. We will wade between rushes or grass or moss and we will spy on you. You will be enchanted by the sheen of moonlight against the surface of our watery skin but your conscious mind will not even register our presence. It is enough.

You do not need to believe in us. Like the Garden’s Bottom, we remain true, regardless of whether or not your heart is cemented, or if everything is perfectly level, or if your logic is delightfully circular or hexagonal.

The Gradon becomes a Fragment of Dreaming.

May 20th, 2009

(c) Nin Harris 2009

The gradon was not sure what it had been once, it knew it had scings and wales. It knew there were stories or histories or whatever there was before language raveled and spooled and spun around her. Disappearing into the darkness that was green, disappearing into twig and fig and leaf and wince. In every wince she was the forest, in every forest there was the wince of a conscious soul that had eked itself in but could not eke itself out and so language disappeared except. Except for this tiny fragment.

I am rena. A gradon. And I have a small one. A son? A son?

The gradon fades, as consciousness must. Fade. The gradon dreams, and dreams until a shout unfurls it. And the word. Dra-GON. Gone. GONE. Hits her, before she fades again, once more, into the unconscious.

Nemorosum Somnium has her within its maw. It will not let go.

It protects its own.

Saltwater Orphée: Work-in-Progress

December 8th, 2008

Just a short note that I am finally working on a novel set in Domus Exsulis. The title is Saltwater Orphée and I hope to be done by next September. Wish me luck!

The sea-serpent swims away

October 2nd, 2008

I have removed Learie’s novella from Lumen Procellae, but have yet to decide on the fate of Kieran’s tale.